So now I'm really desperate to lose weight so he won't think other girls are so much prettier than me because they are thin (I have a pretty face). I started taking my ADHD medication which makes me not want to each much (which is great), and I've picked up a new habit of purposely trying to make myself feel bad so I can stay motivated to eat very little and to exercise. I like to google things (mostly forums) by guys, complaining about how much they hate fat girls and how gross we are, etc. I also like to try to catch my boyfriend looking at pretty thin girls and asking him about it. Like the other day we went to hooters and I asked him which girl he thought was hottest and he told me which one and said it was because she's really fit which makes her look extremely attractive. That made me feel like shit but it also helps. Is this normal/bad?
Is it normal to humiliate myself for weight loss?
So now I'm really desperate to lose weight so he won't think other girls are so much prettier than me because they are thin (I have a pretty face). I started taking my ADHD medication which makes me not want to each much (which is great), and I've picked up a new habit of purposely trying to make myself feel bad so I can stay motivated to eat very little and to exercise. I like to google things (mostly forums) by guys, complaining about how much they hate fat girls and how gross we are, etc. I also like to try to catch my boyfriend looking at pretty thin girls and asking him about it. Like the other day we went to hooters and I asked him which girl he thought was hottest and he told me which one and said it was because she's really fit which makes her look extremely attractive. That made me feel like shit but it also helps. Is this normal/bad?
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