Now, I realize for most of the weddings I've ever been to, that I might be internalizing, and making it about me, when really the wedding is of course about the bride and groom but, for some reason, every wedding as far back as I can remember, that I've been to, something BAD has happened to me.
The biggest ones were my family members. My male cousin on my moms side, was where I was in an accident at the bachelor party, due to his reckless driving.
One of my male cousins on my dads side, it was also the bachelor party. I wasn't old enough to drink yet but, I went to the bar anyway, I guess because I was supposedly allowed to (not sure why), but, my dad got really bad, and I witnessed him black out drunk for the first time ever, which scared the he-l out of me.
Again, maybe I'm internalizing but, it seems like for some reason I am cursed when I go to weddings, usually more the bachelor party itself, than the ceremony but, even sometimes at the ceremony or the after events, too
A girl "friend" and I stress the quotes deeply, was just telling me she was in jamaica, for a wedding. she likely wouldn't have been able to afford it if it wasn't for her best friend, and she's gonna pay her back anyway. so i said, I don't think i ever want to go to another wedding, and i said because something bad always seems to happen to me. She said "like what" and i told her what i told you on here, she gave me the "crying" emoji, not sure what that meant but, it's whatever
