The other day, some of my college classmates picked on me by accusing me of things I didn’t do and making fun of my disabilities. This happened all online of course on our courses website where only students who are invited to the group by the creator of the group can see the conversation. The professor was not in the chat. The girl who picked on me and then accused me of picking on her on social media left the class chat when I told her that the profile of the person picking on her isn’t me And is someone else. She thought it was me because of how this person had my first name and last initial in her College profile from some college social media app but with no picture (I know a few people from my college with my name). Once the person who accused me left, the creator of the class chat room (a student) said “why are you even freaking out” and I thought my classmates were all my friends because of how we all had nice chats together in our discussion groups, so I said, “I had a panic attack, I can’t help it with my panic disorder” the person who made the chat then said “I’m going to change this group chat name to drama class with the topic “panic disorders” with a silly emoji in the name as if the person was making fun of my disability. I have learned you can’t trust no one at all in college. I have made the dumbest mistake in the world to trust a single soul in college. Never trust anyone in your college. Not even the college students In your class that you’ve had for almost a year and who all call you your friend and has been acting as your friend ever since August of last year. 30 seconds after the creator of the chat changed the name of the group to the topic of panic disorder, the group chat was deleted completely. I was smart enough to get evidence of both occurrences. I felt pretty hurt with all that happened, despite the fact that I’ve been through a lot in life including bullying. But I don’t know if this is worth reporting to my teacher
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When the incidents happened, I know it sounds weak, but I got an anxiety attack and cried while remembering the same feeling from when I got bullied in middle school. I know, it’s weak. But I can’t even sleep because I felt attacked in a way even though the accusation towards me was targeted at the wrong person. I don’t know exactly what to do. I don’t want any retaliation. I don’t feel safe for some reason but maybe that’s because of my anxiety of feeling bullied. Should I do something?
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If so, what should I do?
