I was 5 years old when I cremated my father according to Hindu rituals. I remember it clearly. And after that, something died in me. I have seen death after death since then in my family and friends. But I have never shed tears after what I experienced with my dad. I think I don't feel as much as I should. People say that I am strong minded to not flinch at the sight of blood or death but even that's not true. I just feel disconnected from feelings. But after 26 years, I still have nightmares about the smell, sound and the sight of cremation of that day! I feel like I will never be able to feel anything worse than that.
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I'm not a Hindu but as I understand it you see the cremation process as a way of releasing the soul more than simply body disposal. If I were you I'd remember it as your last act of kindness to your father.
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That must have been awful for you at such a young age.
It’s normal to become detached.
would suggest some counselling and a PTSD assessment.
Honestly you just become emotionally detached or get way too emotional
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