We had to put down our 10 yr old dog Bo in June, bc he got older, incontinent and he got a lot of back pain. He had the will to live, so i feel like i betrayed him. He fought the entire proces :( It was the first dog i had to put down.
Now i see all of these fun dog videos and i see the ethusiasm of my friends dog and I realise im starting to miss having one in the house. I won't get my Bo back, but i will be able to love another sweetheart. But i also feel like my heart can't take another goodbye like this. So im really hesitant. I dont want to do this in an impulse or to compensate for the grief of Bo.
How do you know when you are ready again? When did you know?