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What is wrong with me?

Lately I’ve noticed I’ve been really unhappy/annoyed. Im trying to be appreciative and happy but it’s hard when I find every little thing annoying. An example would be when I work it’s cool because I get to socialize and put my mind into work but as soon as I get home I’m tired, annoyed, lazy , sad. Yesterday I had dinner with my boyfriend while we watched a fight event on tv I was bored and just wanted to go to sleep. And when we did go to bed I stayed up listening to music and scrolling on tik tok. If feel like my life is unorganized. And I’m not living life I feel like I’m on a routine and I hate it. Somethings that’s been sitting on my mind heavy is I hate where we live. I hate the house , I hate the kitchen , I hate the back yard , I hate my front yard. The only thing I like is my neighbors and the area. I hate that my garage and back storage is so messy and unorganized. I live with roommates and hate having to tell them keep the house clean and organized. I don't know what it is. I try to clean up or even re organize the place and I still hate it. I hate everything about this place. I feel like maybe I’m just being spoiled little brat but I feel like it’s this house. I enjoy going to the store for the smallest thing because I get to get out of this house Eve time I come back home my mood completely changes
What is wrong with me?
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