My crush of 5 years-?

[_bxbyprincess]

So, I got into a fight with my crush 4 years ago, and sadly I still love him like it's been 5 years since I love him. The thing is that he knows that I like him, he rejected me four years ago but these times he keeps glancing at me, he never like NEVER talks to me, he always try to ignore me BUT he keep looking at me so, what do you think of this? Do he loves me but he just wait for us to grow older to confess to me or does he still hates me and he just looks at me because I disgust him? I really don't know what to think anymore... I don't know if it's my imagination and he is just acting normal or maybe I'm overreacting..

[KingSyer]

Why would someone look at something that they dislike? everyone is different but mostly we think in a similar about how one shows like and dislike with body language. If I was me I would be thinking
" I'm never going to be good enough "
"Dose she really like me?"
"How long would we have?"
"How do I like her?"
"I like her but I like someone more"
"-Gross boy thoughts-"
"are we incompatibility?"
just a few different out looks on it

[_bxbyprincess]

I guess that can be true.

[jeodesic]

Please take love out of the equation atm, Give it little time ig, i really thing there's a big chance of things going what you want

[_bxbyprincess]

Yeah.. I hope it will.

[Jesse0]

He's thinking: "you know, now that I remember, _bxbyprincess really likes me -- why does she like me? And how can I see myself with her in the future 🤔".

Well that's what I would think if I were in his shoes.

[_bxbyprincess]

Aww. That's actually cute but seriously I don't know. Maybe he does or maybe he doesn't..

[KweenSt1ng]

You need to move on or talk to him and ask.

[_bxbyprincess]

The thing is that I'm scared to talk to him because he already thinks of me as annoying like I can see it in his eyes. So I'm scared to approach him even in texts..

[KweenSt1ng]

Dont regret never asking him. Even if it hurts you, hopefully he's honest about his answer.

[COMMODOREII]

Have you talked to him?

[_bxbyprincess]

No I never tried because he always ignore me.

[COMMODOREII]

He probably does like you.