The moments when everything is tranquil however, are absolutely perfect. I feel so happy and lucky that he trusts me to be there for him, and that he knows he can talk to me about anything. I feel honored that I get to be there to bring him out of his shell and see who he really is when he’s not under the influence of unhealthy people. Every time I see him so happy, I see him in a different light and I grow to love him even more. He’s got a wonderful heart, and despite how things can get hard, I have a gut feeling to hold on.
Things are hard right now, but is it stupid to have hope they will get better? I feel once he’s independent, things will change drastically for the better.