Has a death in your family ever made you start living a certain way? (Page 2)

[Wiredone]

I've also lost a lot of family in my lifetime. After my first son was killed I became less trusting of doctors and bitter towards them.
Other family members said my attitude has changed also. They say I'm not the fun person I used to be.

[diphylleiaa]

My uncle's death, in my birthday.
Somehow, I believe that his soul lives inside me. He died because of cancer. He was a big smoker, most of times angry, and weird.
I loved him so much.
After his death, my life really changed. Since he's the first one he dies in my close fam, I was sad.. so sad.
And now, I, too, smoke, get angry most of times, and weird.
And I can't know if I'll die too by cancer, in a birthday of an other person.

[roy_ricky09]

Yes.

Now it's like I don't give a Fcuk about anything.

[pjf1958]

It's how I lost my religion

[Pogi-Paddy-2]

Nope, death is a natural occurrence of life and there is no reason for me to change the way I live when someone passes.

[taboomaster]

Kinda, dad died when I was 11. And then mom was allowed to open up her sexualality. Dad wasn't into what she like. And that affected me and sis.

[Slim57]

Probably, I've experienced them at an early age up til late 20s and I'd say it definently takes effect on you

[hela_cute]

Not really, just for a short period when my grandpa died I used to love him a lot, he lived with us...
I thought I'd never move on n I'll be sad forever but it didn't last so long

[elizamichale1]

Oh yes... particularly one almost made me lose mind n everyone thought i would never be a normal girl again

[invalid1]

Not at all. Pretty much I envy them.
I don't feel so much that I'll miss them. Because my feelings are always true with everyone.

[Lildiq]

i dont care about death, its jus a part of life, if someone i know dies it doesn't bother me... its jus a transition to the other side, something we'll all face, dunno why people make such a big deal out of it

[Miah02]

Luckily i haven't experienced a death that closely impacted my life

[JesseJayNeak]

I "turned myself off" for a while and became disconnected from people

[pleasestopthis]

In a certain way, yes. I now appreciate more the moments I have with my loved ones. I have been a homebody but now more than ever.

[oncpl]

No. I follow my path because death is a reality of life. I can't change my mind every time someone very close dies.

[MrJMM]

My family sure but for me nope. Because I was born after the deaths of people so... I avoided the whole drama by not existing.

[AnggieGirl]

Yes the loss of my newborn

[Agape93]

Actual family? Nope.

[Still-alive]

what about a friend?

[Agape93]

In some ways, yeah. But that’s more of a memorial and learning from their deaths.

[Still-alive]

i gotcha :)

[princeofromance]

No, Not necessarily.

[Rebecka33]

Yes.