I’m sad. Love never happens for me, instead I’m always the spectator. what do I do?

I’m really sad the way my life has turned out. I’ve spent the last 18 years of my life watching all my friends find love, happiness and move on to new chapters in their lives and all I ever get in my life is disappointments, heartbreak and rejection.

It hurts because I’ve always been unlucky in my life. I feel bad, that I feel jealous because when we were young we all used to talk about it.

I never get matches online and I’m always invisible off. I asked my female friend out last year she rejected me and then rubbed it in my face on a group chat. She then called me 45 mins and boasted how she was going on a date to boost her ego. It really made me feel worthless.

I’m 38 now and all my friends I’ve grown up with are married, they have children and I’m having to do uncle duties to fill the void and stop myself from feeling sad and lonely. They keep on asking me when I’m getting married and I feel embarrassed to respond.

I wish I had a little bit of luck in my life but it seems to get worse every time. What can I do to change this?
I’m sad. Love never happens for me, instead I’m always the spectator. what do I do?
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