I’m 24 and he is 26. I will admit I am quite emotionally immature, I find it extremely hard to not react on my emotions and be alone. Extremely hard it’s my biggest flaw. Whenever I’m feeling sad or down I honestly will just call the person to tell them and cry, I’ve got a lot of trauma in that.
I’m 6 months pregnant and I don’t think my bump is even big, it’s not, my body is still the same weight and exactly the same as before as sometimes i think maybe it’s me but you’d see me and just think I’m bloated from food.
He’s started to be really distant and not speak to me for days at a time, I’m very alone I don’t want to cry because my baby but I am depressed. I keep chasing him messaging him calling him and he just doesn't seem interested anymore. He hasn’t seen me in over 2 weeks.
He told me that he isn’t ready for a relationship but he wants to be there for his son. He said to me in the future I want to make things work and we could be a family but right now he’s not proving that. In fact he’s so distant. He will say I love you occasionally and that’s it and ask to see me which never happens. I found out he’s sleeping with another woman who has slept with all his friends so I know it’s just sex and he dosent care but it hurts. I just thought he’d want to give the relationship a go since I’m carrying his child but instead he wants to do his own thing and sleep around it seems.
Im appreciative that he’s staying away from me while he’s sleeping with other people, and he said he didn’t wanna cause all confusion in my head while I’m pregnant since he dosent wanna be together right now but at some point he does. Am I holding on to nothing? Will he ever want a relationship.
I have to get over this in time my baby is born because I cry everyday. I chose a man who has slept with over 200 women and expected a change and I’m just toturting myself. I still have so much hope that we will work? Am I stupid for this?
