Ever felt like that?

Anonymous
I just want to talk sometimes I feel so sad that I can't breathe sometimes I'm able to cry sometimes I'm not despite feeling so much pain I'm feeling sad now not sure why My mom isn't home my dad isn't really there but he's home and my brother is always fighting and I feel so much pressure to be something and to do something but I'm not doing any of it now it is Ramadan and if you know we fast and be in our best behavior and get closer to God I don't know what to do I feel so pressured and I I just don't know what to do I'm supposed to do so much i am suppose to go to college and I'm supposed to have this exam that's going to determine what I'm going to do and I really don't know what to do I don't want to go to college I don't want to be an engineer or whatever I just really don't know what to do I'm so stressed out I'm afraid of boys I don't know how to deal with them I can't deal with my loneliness I'm homeschooled I take school online and I hate it I feel like I have no friends despite knowing so many people and I feel like I'm so insecure and I'm so lonely I don't know what to do
Ever felt like that?
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