I have complete faith in him in terms of being faithful, and I never doubted him for a second until now.
It’s not even him, it’s the horror stories I hear from women who’ve been cheated on from a Vegas trip.
A few months ago, I jokingly asked him to not sleep with a hooker, and I felt so gross because I was being insecure and I wasn’t actually joking.
And I feel like my previous relationship of getting cheated on 11+ times is haunting me, because everyone fiber in my body is panicking at the thought of this trip.
And I’m not going to say anything because it’s obviously anxiety, but god do I just want to hyper vigilance to go away.
please help