This is weird to say, but I’m f16 confused and kinda discontent with my relationship with my boyfriend m16. The first time we met we hit it off, we were talking and texting within a month. By the next month it was full dating and official. Then the month after was our first kiss and make out. Ok it sounds slow but that’s how we wanted it, and it was perfect.
Now 5 months in, don’t talk in the hallways, he has his own friends, we don’t text as much because beyond our days there’s not much to talk about. Don’t get me wrong, we still text a lot, just not as much. And a lot of times I’m left feeling lonely and wondering if he still likes me.
But it’s become almost daily that we make out in a dark classroom or in a corner w no security cameras. And when we do he’s so close, he pays attention to me. It feels nice, but also scares me. It’s not the making out part, I have boundaries that I trust him not to cross, but that out entire relations seems to be focused through a screen and kissing.
I don't know sometimes I talk to him about hanging out in school, like during free periods but he always says there’s too many people there, then talks about a dark classroom. I also love making out, it’s amazing. But Is it wrong for me to want something more than that. I want to walk him to class, to study for a test together, to make jokes and history and see him, because I kinda miss him, the way it’s been lately.
It’s easy to keep doing what we’re doing, and schools out soon anyway. Also he’sa really sweet guy, he’s not toxic at all or ever flirts with other girls. Ik without a doubt he cares for me, and I care for him, but I just feel off. Am i unjustified? What do I do about it?
