Girls, How do I deal with being separated from my girlfriend while she is in the mental hospital and what to do for her when she comes home?

Anonymous

My girlfriend has been dealing with anxiety for years and it has caused bad depression and she claims the only reason she is still hasn't committed was because of me. She got mad at her dad and she threatened to cut her wrist and when she went to her room. I went up after her about 5 seconds later. When I enter her room, my heart dropped as fast as light travels. I caught her cutting herself with a razor and I snatched it and tried so hard not to cry and we had to send her to the hospital. When she was at the hospital, she swore that she would get better if she just went home and she cried the whole time. It killed me to see her so scared and depressed and anxious. She gave me the last hug before she went in. I walked out into the waiting room and I started balling bc I realized I can't see or contact my girlfriend for at least a week. I stayed up until 3:30am crying while missing her so much. After I cried I went to the edge of my bed and got on my knees and prayed hoping she will be okay. After I prayed, I cried again until I fell asleep. I woke up this morning and I've been doing labor to keep my mind off of it. Overall though, will my girlfriend still love me the same after she gets out? It's my biggest worry and I need a woman's opinion who knows a thin or two about love.

Girls, How do I deal with being separated from my girlfriend while she is in the mental hospital and what to do for her when she comes home?
3 Opinion