Feeling used. Did he ever love me?

So my ex boyfriend is having a baby with someone but he's not around her because he was always with me and my daughter. Which he doesn't help me with her at all. I have to do everything by myself. Plus, we live in separate houses. It's been 3 weeks now since i heard from him. After we told his baby mom to stop calling his phone, he started acting funny towards me. He started using my car and stayed gone all night. Our whole 5 year relationship, i had to beg other guys to bring me food and money because i was always short on bills. I had to stay at shelters or live with one of my friends till i got on my feet. We barely went on dates and when we did, it was with our friends. I really do love this guy but he never did act like he loved me. I'm still mad he's having a kid with someone else too. Did he ever love me? All we did really was have sex then he sent me home.
Feeling used. Did he ever love me?
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