Why does no one loves me?

Anonymous
Hi I am 21 years old, i suffered previous bullying experience when i was at high school, he was my close friend or i thouggt we were close, anyway he used to tell me that I'm not the pretty and there are many other girls who are prettier and more beautiful than me and I'm not a girl and that I'm acting like boys and he used to make comparison between me and my friends who are having more money than me, i used to hear these words a lot and they are still attacking me every now and then and i truly started to believe than no one ever is going to love me because of how i look or how i act, it's driving me crazy that i cry very hard at sometimes seeing my friends i relationships and I'm just sitting finishing my work or studying for exams and that's it this is my life, no one ever tried to flirt with me and i started to think that no one will ever have feelings for me.
Why does no one loves me?
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