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Should I feel humiliated for confessing my love?

We had a deeper relationship a few months ago. He frequently called me, text me, and shared his day or family stuff. I broke that relationship because I noticed some narcissistic traits and was hot and cold every two weeks. (His excuse was that he was the only one initiating the convo first)
I asked him to take things slow and just be friends. He declined and stopped talking to me. He kept watching my stories though the whole time and sent me messages every here and there just to leave me on read. He was

Now, since I noticed that game I confessed my love. He asked me to proof my love by visiting him (we live 4 hours apart) he called me and we were okay until I sent him a good night text and left me on read. Why now that has my attention he’s ignoring me and telling me to go but when I wanted to go he bugged me to get his attention. I feel so stupid for being honest all the time. Before he wanted a formal relationship but now I think he lost his feelings and was the narcissist that I was afraid of.
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Never mind I blocked him. I feel
So stupid
Should I feel humiliated for confessing my love?
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