We met 6 months ago. I had this crazy chemistry with him that i had with nobody before. We talked for at least an hour on the phone everyday. Sexually i really am afraid that nobody will ever satisfy my like he did. The physical chemistry was mind blowing.
I than moved to the south. We couldnt see each other that much anymore, and haven't met for about two monthes, but kept talking everyday on the phone.
He told me when we started hanging together when i asked about it that he is not ready for a relationship. I can tell his life is a little bit of a mess. He can go out 3 days a week drink and do tons of memsi.
i really dont know how he sees me. He will joke about someone that came up to him but he said he has a girlfriend, he introduced me to all his best friends. But then he says that if i want something serious than i should forget about him and go look for the right guy. But i really dont feel that this is one sided how can he say this so easily? I mean i am not stupid to feel all these signals but why are his words so different?
