How can I win her back and make her fall in love with me again?

I made this girl online like 4 or 5 months ago and we connected and after that we've been on relationship and she wants me to meet her and I wanted to but I think I ignore it and you know being busy taking care of my family I'm a religious person Never Smoke never drink and a guy waiting for his wife only and never been on a relationship I said this all because not to brag about it just to let you know I am new for this relationship and I am 25 years old and she's 20 years and we have 5 years Gap but trust me on this matter she is 25 and I'm 20 yes I am tough and rough life and but here I need your opinion because I think I messed up a lot and I will say it's in detail especially the girls I need your comments on this one...

So like I told you earlier we both love each other and she says to me that and I know that but recently she wants to break up with me and I said okay if you want that and after a while I think I know my mistake and I said I'm sorry and we get back together but after a week ago again she says I can't do this anymore so again after a couple of days I told you that I see God on you and I don't want to give up on you and we start talking and when I ask her do you think this will have a chance she says I don't think it have but when I ask some of my friend which is a colleague she is a girl and she told me that I just gave her only the emotion and I didn't give her or treat her like she used to have and now I get it but I don't know how to do it I don't know even know how to speak with phone on phone and also I want to meet her in person but I think I lose my chance by neglecting it but I'm here to try and guys I need you to give me a heads up how to take this and the conversation to upfront because I definitely knew this is my love of my life and I rather try thousand times with her than finding another woman she give me a lot of chances and now I'm taking it not only she knows that I love her so I'm just want to be present on her life help me guys

How can I win her back and make her fall in love with me again?
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