I miss my boyfriend so much that I feel sick?

Anonymous
I'm on a 4 week vacation visiting my family overseas, like I do every year. I have one more week to go and it feels like it's going to be the longest week of my life. We've been dating almost 5 months, haven't told each other we love one another but I'm madly in love with him. We talk almost every other day, even though I never really have news. I've gotten mad at him twice because of bad communication… but I kind of overreacted (his internet died once and he didn't text me saying so). It's so hard. And I don't know if I'm being irrational but I'm terrified that he's going to stop liking me this week bcause of how long it's been since he's seen me.I don't want to seem clingy so I act like everything is cool when I talk to him. When we say goodbye on the phone, in my head I say 'I love you'. (I don't think he loves me back though) I think about him EVERY HOUR it is ridiculous. I have a horrible headache now. I have never felt this way before.
I miss my boyfriend so much that I feel sick?
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