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My ex boyfriend was a liar I found out he lied about his age. I told him how I’m not fine with him following Instagram models wearing skimpy clothing, he didn’t understand how I felt then I told him. ‘So I assume you will be fine if I follow hot guys too’ He told me I couldn’t do that, I told him he better unfollow those women or I will end the relationship. I asked him for his Instagram account he said he’s going to delete Instagram. One week later, I found out he still didn’t delete his Instagram and the people he followed were mostly Instagram models. What a liar. I told my cousin what actually happened with tears in my eyes, she told me most men my age are selfish when it comes to lust. Next time if I want to get another partner I will tell him how him following Instagram models hurts my feelings if he still didn’t care I will say I will be following hot guys if that’s ok with you. He will definitely be insecure af. If he wants to follow Instagram models but is against me following hotter guys than him then he’s selfish just like my ex.

Ok, long story short this person is actually another woman. We were best friends when we were teenagers, and she told me she had feelings for me but I wasn’t in a place to reciprocate those feelings. I’m not sure what her sexuality actually is, because she’s had only longterm relationships with men from what I can see. She could be bi, like me. I now realize we were probably soul mates or something, and I’m wondering about her and what she’s up to. I do know she has a boyfriend so she likely wouldn’t be interested in more than friendship with me, but I just miss being close. Should I reach out?