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I was good friends with a guy, he was in the same course as me. So I trusted him. He showed me respect. He came to my house and was sooo grateful I let him in my house. Which I thought was weird because we get along.

He told me how his dad is in prison and is part of a gang in Brasil and how he (my friend) was part responsible for the murder of someone when he was a young teenager. I didn’t expect any of this shit.

I’m not sure what to believe. We’re in good medical careers where this is unheard of. But….. I’m just shocked, he’s a good guy but I let him into my house 🤮 I hate criminals.

I’m confused. He was telling me how I accepted him. I have other friends who have no clue and friends with him.

I’m not sure what to think. How can he afford so much money to go to a private medical school. He’s broke he was telling me.

The phrase seems to be thrown around a lot and it's fair. Some people are just Doomed Eternally. The ones who have the right people around them to build them up. They better fuckin appreciate where they're at.

Feelings are are to find. I think to fight for happiness you'd have had to have it. Because I've honestly forgotten what that is really. I can smile for thank yous and laugh on other cues. But what is it, that they have. I wish we all knew what we were looking at. Otherwise it's not as important to you as it looks to be for others. It only hurts, that's all. Any happy there hurts. It isn't a big deal to hurt. I don't know why others freak if they're wounding up single. To know you'll never see that smile because it was you. You're buried because you let yourself die a thousand times. Every moment now feels like a lie, I don't want to see me either, because it's not me, I know it's not me here. I'm with them, we're laughing and smiling the fk out of one another. Everything in my head comes out with no apologies. "But the other guy seems so good for her, I'm just stuck in my head". She's there, she's open, she knows. "But she'll regret it". The voices are much more convincing as you get older.