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the other day my cousin and I when to a bar and found two girls we clicked with. my cousin was driving so after we took off from the bar the girl that my cousin clicked with wanted to eat something so we stopped at a 7-11. they both decided to go in while me and the girl I clicked with decided to wait for them in the car.

they took there sweet little time and we started talking about our past relationships. then she got a little weird and started telling me how when she was in her teen days her cousin and her had a little incest thing on the down low. she had humongous boobs and was wearing a tube dress and she would tell me that a lot times when she and her cousin were alone he would approach her and praise her boobs and would ask her if he can feel them and that supposedly she would let him.

so I been wondering, was this another opportunity that when over my head?

I thought I should asked her that if she doesn't have any qalms having her cousin play with her boobs that if perhaps she would love it more if it was done by a guy who was not related to her; since its obviously less creepy. but I was just wondering, was this really her intention? sorry I'm slow and I dont understand people at first at times

I met this girl start of last year at work (ages 21, 22). We immediately connected, and became friends. A month ish later we ended up hooking up, naturally transitioned to a situationship.

we used to hang out after work, do *ahem* stuff, play Fortnite, deep talk, and fell asleep cuddling tightly. She said didn’t want commitment, that she had fears. said she does like me and would’ve pursued something with me if it wasn’t for where she was in life right now.

Life happened, and we stopped, tho we kept being friends. Few months later I invite her to hang out and the next day, she tells me tbh she wants to resume (the casual stuff) and that she feels a type of something but was too shy to reinitiate. So we did.

After that didn’t see her for a few weeks cos went to see family in Italy. when I came back we hung out and she mentioned that our mutual friend/coworker mentioned to her I still had feelings for my ex… tbh back then time I was going through a confusing time. I was honest and admitted I still had feelings for my ex and that we met up right after I came back. She seemed uncomfortable, said go she’s glad for me for me but later on she said it felt weird. Few days after that she was fine, but then she stopped replying to my messages completely. Heard from the coworker that snitched that she was going through a rough time.

Heard she had her yearly visit to her hometown around then. she came back to work around January this year. she seemed open and cold at the same time. When our shift ended the same time I said I went to get food and she followed me. Convo was pretty good, but when I suggested getting ice cream she said “I’m not just gonna go wherever you go”. ? she's still replying to my messages in good time and isn’t dry. It’s been a while since then and it’s all still similar.

I guess I liked her more than I thought, and I feel really bad how all this unfolded. I still care about her a lot.

Do you think I hurt her and she’s salty, and that I played her?