What is wrong with me?

Anonymous
I miss my ex gf a lot but not her personality. she was mean and cruel to me. i think she has borderline. she threw me into a depression and slowly im getting better but at the same time i can't let it go. she will probably never get better.

so at times, im just so tired, out of nowhere. i sleep and sleep, while outside its sunny and warm. i lay in bed sleeping. somehow i can't let it go, im worried about her, the people she calls her friends are quit disturbing, im angry, sad and empty and at times i feel like dying isn't so bad.

sometimes my chest hurts , or im doing something and all of a sudden, i feel depressed and can't do anything at all.
What is wrong with me?
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