Now as many of you, I am against having children. I don't want any ever. If I do ever have any, it'll most likely be unplanned- and only then would I keep it if I had enough money to support the kid.
I was helping my mom with my 4-month old baby sister, I had her laying down on the bed in hopes she'll go to sleep because I knew she was tired. (Her name is Dahlia), and I was holding her bottle, letting the sound of a rainstorm on youtube calm her because it helps her sleep.
I was watching her fall asleep and she just looked so pure and gorgeous. Her cheek was smushed, drool and formula milk was running down her mouth, and it was pretty gross but her eyes is what got to me. Her eyes would slowly close, her irises still visible through half-closed lids, and then she'd slowly open them because she was fighting sleep.
I don't know but I think I fell in love with babies when I saw that. She didn't want to sleep so I put her on my chest and she fell asleep laying on top of me. I felt so special to be holding my sister like that while she slept on me because usually she'll only sleep for my mom. I love the baby, and I still don't want children but I can see why moms are always wanting...