I used to be normal. I always tried to please others and I wanted to be the "ideal" student, friend, sister and daughter. I used to have a lot of "friends" and a lot of likes on Facebook. Which strangely would measure my happiness and the love I recieved. I thought I was happy and loved.. It took 18 years to realise that my inner self was suffocating. In 18 years I lied to myself and to the people I love (my family). Today I am honest and independent. I don't change myself to be accepted by the society or by my so called friends. I honestly can say I don't have a real friend. Because the very moment I started to listen to music outside the "spotify top 100" and wear the same shirt two days a week I was left alone. My superficial friends were gone. At first I was so sad and disappointment so I removed all my social media. I was ashamed I only got a few likes or retweets.. But today I am okay with being alone. Loneliness is no longer something that scares me. I'd rather be alone with my music and my laptop than with a bunch of fake friends.
I am a proud loner. My life goals are to accept myself and respect other people.
So who am I? To most people a real pain in the ass.. but if I ever meet someone who can spend more than 30 minutes with the real me I have found a friend. A real friend.
I am not a CTRL+C CTRL+V of the perfect person.. but I am trying and will always try my hardest to the the bestest me.
And if you haven't noticed yet I am emotional and sometimes too deep. I overthink everything and I'm incredibly impulsive. I cry like all the time.. but it's mostly happy tears. I faint really easily too. I usually make a fuss about everything. I expect too much from people so I get disappointed really fast too. I am a time optimist and I express my feelings through music. I eat everything and I hate today's society. My kind of humour is let's say.. unique. I believe in karma and reincarnation but I believe in science too.
I don't know if I even answered your question but it felt really nice to get it all out. I really wasn't expecting this to become a self pitying novel about me hahaha
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Probably an underdog. Someone who is drawn to the devils fire and so she spends much time walking around the edge and dancing back away when she gets too close. An artist. She can be found buried in drawings and covered with paint. A reader. Her home is built with stacks of books for her to get lost in. She always has the sweet taste of peppermint mocha coffee on her lips. She gets lost in classic rock and will dance her heart out, and then cry to those musicians who touch her very soul with their voices. She's eccentric and has a ridiculously wild gypsy soul that is always urging her to just walk away from it all and find herself out there in this great big world. She wants to hear your stories, your heartbreaks, your nightmares, and your fears. She wants to see all of your broken pieces and teach you to still shine. She wants to know all of things you've learned about yourself after all your years of searching. She can be a jerk, but God, she loves to love. She's a wanderer and a dreamer and a sinner and a lover and a fighter and lost and searching. She's smoke.
I'm nurturing, kind, intelligent, loyal, accepting, level-headed, compassionate, down to earth, giving, witty, and I'm not a materialistic person. I'm also lazy, a know it all, self absorbed, generally anxious, I can be a little possessive/over protective of friends and significant others, I'm too passive when it comes to defending myself, I can be very cold when I feel wronged, I'm very stubborn, and sometimes what I think is funny isn't and I hurt someones feelings. I have both good and bad traits but I like to think I'm a generally good person.
Im, a girl, that loves the world, yet everything makes her sad,
im a giver, . im a lover,.
i deal with depression , but i try my best not to think of it, im a confused little girl, who doesn't know how to make herself happy, but her goal is to make everyone in this world happy, ... even if i myself not sure if im happy or not, but hey,,, im alive im me
Distinct Laugh, Charismatic/Charisma, Pillager, Crazy, Dark, Tyrone, The Only One, Hybrid, Bastard of 3 Worlds, Soldier, Survivor, Minimalist, Eccentric, Class and finally the latest one, Aloof.
I know who I am because of what I've been through, however, deep down inside it may not be who I was destined to be but fate to me is like the future, ever changing.
As my profile say. "Average. Nothing special."
I believe that knowledge is king, so I'll never stop learning.
I believe in "Grab a chance and you won't be sorry for a might-have-been".
I fill every minute of every hour of every day.
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I try.
I try at life. I try at my presuits and interests, both in what I want to accomplish someday and what I need to do now. Academic and practical. I don't always want to; most days I don't.
I feel unappreciated no matter how hard I try or give and do and just feel tired and sad. It doesn't matter who it is or for how long it is. I dont want to be bitter but after so many years of trying what am I supposed to think or feel?I'm a kind, incredibly loving person, but I'm also not emotionally healthy.
I'm a musician, I'm cynical, I'm also really chill with most everything.A guy with ambitions and dreams who is afraid he won't be able to realize them :/
Do you know how hard that question is?
That question is asked all the time and no one can give a proper answer.
I am who I am.I am Sir Nose D'Voidoffunk
I can't swim, I never could swim
I never will swim
Oh, put me down
Let go my leg
I told ya, will you shut up
I told ya I can't swim, ha ho no
Put me down, I hate waterSome stupid 15 year old who's loaded with hormones and is annoying but tries to be funny
an alpha lol no but tbh im way too deep to list everything words can't describe me
A betrayed confused hurt but settled 15 year old girl. does that make since?
Sweet little baby in a world full of pain
A brilliant chameleon
I am a person who wants to learn, and teach.
i am me, and not everybody knows the real me.
Well I am pretty jacked?
I'm a cunt
I'm just alive.
Kubla Khan
I am rebel scum.
I am... nothing lol
An apple----!
I'm a Juggalo
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