I regret not taking his number when he offered it to me, but I know where he works, and he knows where I work, he told me he might break up with his girlfriend soon because he is having a rocky time with her. I hope one day he walks into my work, and he smiles and me, and then I smile at him, then we talk. I am hoping I was enough for one night that he might be curious about me considering he mentioned wanting to see me twice.
I couldn't bring myself to say anything in the morning, I really wanted to see him again, but I felt so damn bad about his girlfriend. I don't want to hurt anyone, and their relationship.
I wish now that I could have just been selfish and took his number so I could see him again. I don't regret sleeping with him, but I regret not giving him a chance to be more to me than "a one night stand".
I know that I could have been more to him as well, I could have given him more than his girlfriend. It is like looking at a person and saying, "Pick me, Love me, I can love you better than she can". I don't have to know his girlfriend to know I can be better because I know myself.. I feel like taking his number and going on one date would not have been bad. Its like loving someone from a distance...and I just walked away...
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