I've hit rock bottom, I blew hundreds of dollars today and now I am flat broke... I blew all the money I have in the world now and now I don't even know what to do...
I've already gone to my parents and told them I had gambling problems, so they gave me money to fix my bills problems and such, but I ended up spending that on weed and gambling and such...
I've never had a girlfriend because I am a fat, useless peice of sh*t. I can't even stand myself anymore, I say I won't gamble or smoke weed and stuff and then I do it as soon as I get a chance...
Now I am drinking to try and forget about all this stupid sh*t!
I'm tired of myself, and I am tired of my life. How do I become a totally different person? How am I ever going to get a decent girlfriend when I am a loser gambler? I don't even want to be like this!
I guess I just seem like whiney, pathetic bitch, but I seriously can't seem to control myself!
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