During the relationship his family constantly tore me down, about my appearance and he sometimes he'd go right along with them. I was always suspicious of his friendship with my best friend and when I said something to him he always disreguarded me in the most disrespectful manner. That really destroyed me, the relationship wasn't really a easy going relationship, but did I love that boy.
Karma is a bitch because his girlfriend after me (the other girl he left me for) cheated on him and left him for her ex, and every girl he's pretty been with and had sex with always ends up leaving him or he leaves them.
Anyway, back to the story I was able to have 2 boyfriends after him, but never had sex with them, and it never worked out. My ex actually met one of them and for some reason was so upset at the fact that he was boyfriend. He messes with my feelings when he contacts me (and he rarely contacts me) and he's always speaking badly about me when I did absolutely nothing to him. When I confront him about these things, he denies it. Sometimes I try to be kind to him so all of his friends and him can stop calling me crazy and I don't really know if I still love him, but I do know he's no good for me and I do believe that I would never get back with him after what he did to me and after the various ways he's humiliated me. But sometimes what he's done to me still hurts and when I think about it, it drives me to tear