I feel so sad and lonely?

I know I shouldn't do this in here but my life is just mess, wasting time. My family is split I got heartbreaking from my all relationships and never feel loved, my school isn't going well dont even have motivation for study can't get my mind and I cry every night. I'm like this over the 1 year can't stan anymore I thought about suicide many times. Don't know how much I can stand sorry but just wanted to share with someone cause I don't have anyone to tell I feel lonely and broken. Sorry for this.
I feel so sad and lonely?
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