Say what you want, but I really can't.
I've tried several times, but in the end I always end up coming back into her life somehow. I've been trying very hard to forget her since December and many times I came to believe that I didn't like her anymore, that the feelings were gone, but they always come back, and with them, the tears. I have a terrible anxiety. There were times when I would send her letters or drawings, or try to talk to her at school, and sometimes I would just try to message her on social media.
I want to leave her alone, I know she hates me even more when I try to reach her, but I have this uncontrollable desire to keep chasing, and if I don't do that, I keep overthinking and getting anxious to the point of having nervous laugh.
Have you ever been in something similar?
I've tried several times, but in the end I always end up coming back into her life somehow. I've been trying very hard to forget her since December and many times I came to believe that I didn't like her anymore, that the feelings were gone, but they always come back, and with them, the tears. I have a terrible anxiety. There were times when I would send her letters or drawings, or try to talk to her at school, and sometimes I would just try to message her on social media.
I want to leave her alone, I know she hates me even more when I try to reach her, but I have this uncontrollable desire to keep chasing, and if I don't do that, I keep overthinking and getting anxious to the point of having nervous laugh.
Have you ever been in something similar?
