Why do you miss your ex (if you do)?

Babygirl_S
I have only been with one man. I miss him because he made me feel special and beautiful. Also, he was handsome (the best I've seen so far, if you don't count celebrities). I remember him fondly. He was half white and half Indian. Initially, I thought he was white. He had an American accent and I found it cute when he spoke in broken Hindi with a heavy accent (I'm sorry Indians. I actually liked it). I felt like I was going to die when he left me. I was so depressed and cried a lot. I still blame myself for not having sex with him but my dream is to lose my virginity to my future husband. I believed he was going to marry me without pre-marital sex but he was too westernised for that. I should not be discussing my personal life on the internet but I am sad. My condition is beyond pitiable. I would date him again, if I could 😭 He would say "I'm frustrated" again and break up with me 😭😭
Why do you miss your ex (if you do)?
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