Played a lot of mind games and always kept her at arms length because I knew that this girl was someone who seemed more relationship material than casual sex or hook up.
I liked her a lot, was extremely sexually attracted to her. But when she told me her feelings about me, I lied to her and said I don't have feelings for her and how I don't want anything from her. Total lie.
She decided to quit talking to me which devastated me. We argued again and we decided never to speak to each other again. However, I couldn't do it netsuke I really wanted her so I kept greeting her. She did too but was cold towards me.
It hurt. I finally decided that I couldn't bear the pain and deleted her to move on. But she asked to chat and said she felt bad seeing me like this and does not want to be on bad terms. We patched things up and we still talk but I try to avoid her because I feel like I can't go back on my statement.
I have no choice but to move on? Or should I tell her my true feelings?
I am currently talking to another girl but I feel this emptiness and sadness inside. I miss her quite a bit.
