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i broje up with my ex on January cause he cheated on me we stayed frienfds after it everything was going ok still some arguments because he moaned at me for accidently dropping a ashtray or my brush or the way i sat on his bed now how pathetic is that and he had a girlfriend after me the one he was cheating on me with and we slept together a good few times even as we where friends my family said your just a side peace incase this one fails he's going with then i knew the right thing was to get away because he was a sick cunt i really did in a way hate his guts but still liked him to buf new i was being so stupid still sleeping with him then all of a sudden he ended up with another girl behind this ones back he was dru k one time i text snd said where are you he said am at ma girlfriend a can't say her name on this site a said what ure going with another one next day he said how did you know about can't say her name a said you told me he went aw a was drunk not true a said a canny really beileve some things you tell me nowafter all your lies so now later in the past 2 months November & decber he's been lying saying hd gonny csll never does says am aloud to visig always chabges his mind obv he doesn't need me snymore when he's got 2 but the main think can you help me figure out is i know i should get tae fuck away from him he's causing the stress with lies he only makes me angry can anyone tell me why iam not able to block him without feeling sad even though i know he's a rat basterd why can't i just block him with courage its hard any info to what u think mite be going on am very confused to figure out what does it sound like wgy can't i just be brave and block him without feeling bad even though i know it would be better for me?
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