I dated a girl back in July. She’s nuts now and I feel horrible for what it’s done to her. I’m concerned and don’t know what to do.
We fell in love really fast. And we were only together just shy of a month, and that’s with breaking up three times. We had a bumpy ride but we were beautiful together.
It’s two months later now, and we’re both still in love with each other. We’ve said stupid stuff when we fight - stuff you should never say to someone you love. We’ve made each other jealous on purpose. We’ve had our moments where we close off our rebounds (which never last for either of us) and we come back to each other and say we hate when we fight.
She turned into a whore after I dumped her the last time and I wouldn’t get back with her. And I feel bad and so guilty bc her friends tell me she’s just trying to replace me and can’t. (We really were cute together, power couple, life of the party) She’s going through a rebound every few days then she dumps the guy and is depressed then does it again. Only times she has stopped was when I would talk to her. That settled her down but she’s fucking confusing to me. Even in her rebounds she will try to communicate with me and talk about reuniting. The guys get mad at her ofc.
Now we have each other blocked on social media. I initiated no contact because I don’t want to keep repeating history and both of us being hurt.
Her bff just opened my snap to her from a month ago, which is funny bc she’s never on and she didn’t snap anyone. So this might be a coincidence? I don't know I figured she would have blocked me or at least unfriended me. Prob overthinking this.
I still love this girl. I don't know if she’s aware of that, she might think I don’t even care. What should I do? I feel like if I try again for the hundred millionth time I’m just gonna repeat history. But I know this is not who she is, she was an innocent beautiful girl, and I hate what she has turned into and people hate her now and I feel like it’s because of me.
