My ex and I split two years ago, we lived together and we discussed about getting married. We split because I couldn’t cope with his behaviour anymore. His eyes looked like they were full of insanity at times. He use to record our conversations and spyed through a monitor to see if I was talking to anyone when he went away. The police arrested him for abuse.
Since then he spoke to me on and off, we’d talk for a few months, fight and then silence. It was a repetitive cycle. Im not proud of myself for not just cutting him off and getting over it but I was trauma bonded and in denial. He reached out to me last October and we spoke for a bit, stupidly slept with eachother a few times. A few weeks ago, I found out he has a girlfriend. He lied ofc when I confronted him and then started changing the subject, I mentioned the time he threw a small chocolate gift at my feet and he screamed “you can’t buy love” at my face (the gift was tiny, it was just a cute gesture) and he denied it. I told him I’m never moving back to the area he lives in and he said I change my mind. He blocked me after the fight and since then I don’t really care. I will think about it but with no emotion, I was angry at the time but now I don’t want him anywhere near me. In the past I’d message him etc and try to talk but this time is different. I’ve made sure any possible way of him contacting me is cut off, I haven’t contacted him either, I finally see what he is even if it took a long time, he reminds me of a yapping chihuahua. Does it sound like I’ve moved on? I know I was gullible and silly for talking on and off but he literally repulses me now
