Break Up & Divorce

So I ran into my ex and now I'm having dumb thoughts?

Okay hear me out, hear me out.

So we broke up two years because I felt like I wasn't having my emotional needs met, it was first relationship , well my first everything and I felt like I was bending backwards and he was putting any effort in. We dated for a year and 3 months, he lived an hour away from intown so I would commute there we have dates in public a few times about 5 and after that it was always at his place in his day off. And whenever I'd suggest a date like the movies or picnic or swimming he likes simming i can't but i was okay watching, he'd shut it down saying he's not a fan of crowded places. We had sex like 6 months in, it was kind of a in the moment. But after that that's all we'd do opposed to watching movies and ordering food or cooking together like we did before, we did dye my hair once at his place. Then he went on his work thing, he was abroad for 6 months and if I didn't message him, he wouldn't message me, I also saw he went a strip club cause he posted it on insta the same insta he told me he didn't have, he came up on my suggestions to follow. So after he got back after that 5 months. I went over to return his stuff and ended things, we ended up having sex after I was yelling at him on how what he did made me felt we started kissing and pushing off we ended up doing it on the floor. After I woke up, he wasn't there guessing he stepped out and I grabbed my stuff and left. He asked to meet up the following week at the park. I went , we talked, and I made it clear I didn't want to continue the relationship and left. Started a new job, never ran into him again after that for 2 years until last week, I kind u not in the same spot I broke up with him in that park, I was with my friends he waved I said he and then he messaged me on a new number. I haven't been with anyone else since then. And his message is still there unread. I'm not mad or upset anymore and I don't think it's sign to go back but a test if I was really healed.

So I ran into my ex and now I'm having dumb thoughts?
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