What do you do when you can't get over that one person who was your crush, best friend and everything in one?

Paolaa988
I've known him since i was 14 but we had a strong friendship and he made me feel complete and whole. I've tried dating other people but nothing is like the connection we shared and i ended up moving away when i was 17 out of my control, we lost contact and he does NOT have social media we just have an age difference but i truly care about him and can't get him off my mind. All i know is id do anything to see him right now and i wonder if im in love. He was the first boy to kiss me on the cheek, see my body, and grow close to. I an giving other guys a chance but im not sure if Ill ever get over him. He impacted my life a lot. I care about more than the sex and i dont want that from him, i want his heart, his personality etc. Is ut worth waiting for someone to come back in a few years that meant a lot?
What do you do when you can't get over that one person who was your crush, best friend and everything in one?
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