I’m just depressed. I don’t have problem with dating guys but the problem most guys that ask me out either want me just for sex or guys who I don’t find them attractive both physically and mentally. Since I was 18 years old, I always fall for the wrong men. It’s not that I love these men because they are hard to get, I would see a man that I find him attractive and we share similar interests, but later on, after some search I will find that he is married and have kids. I’m depressed to the extent that I want to commit a suicide. I don’t think I will be happy in life or find someone who is right for me and love me back. I always fall in love with unavailable men. I love my boss, we have similar interests but he is married + the age gap. I have avoided looking at his eyes because I think if I look into his eyes, my eyes will speak and say (I love you ). I’m not a good actor especially if I’m in love with someone. I’m a new employee, I’m afraid that I made a bad impression. He will think I hate him or I’m arrogant, and this is not the case. I want to focus on my career and keep this job. We have employment crisis in my county, I’m afraid that I won’t be able to keep this job or find another job. Recently, he has avoided me too! So I think maybe he felt offended by my behavior. I followed him on Twitter. I want to be a good employee, I don’t know what should I do. I feel so distracted and sad 😞
Why do I have bad luck with guys?
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