Did I sound insecure?

I feel like I had the best opportunity to get my point through with this guy. Who has been about what he wants and not what anything I want. He knows exactly what I want and I don't feel like I was treated right. Instead, I feel like I was insecure, not assertive and sounded pitiful: I feel like a Schmuck. What. do you guys think? he did not respond. And, why don't you think he responded?

" Please. I'm not blaming you. It is what it is. You've made it very clear what you want with me. And , every woman in this world deserves more. I'm not mad. I wanted you bad. I've tried and tried to show you what I am , who I am. It doesn't matter. And, it's not going to happen. Ever. So, fine. It's done.
Did I sound insecure?
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