Why can't I just meet someone decent?

Anonymous

I know men aren't perfect, but I need advice. I'm 25 and I went out to get a pair of glasses and then I went to go pick them up and I saw an older man who was very attractive he was bigger and bearded... ugh just chefs kiss my absolute dream. I broke my glasses a week later and I took them back then he fixed them he was being a bit flirty but I just thought he was being nice. Anyways we matched on a dating app and we get along great, we banter and tell jokes to eachother. I feel very comfortable around him which doesn't happen often with me. He does get a little suggestive but nothing too alarming. He notices himself doing it and he stops. But tonight he said "fair warning I can be a pervert sometimes". I really like him and I know men can be like that, I really want to give this a shot. ever since I laid eyes on him I wanted him, he was saying how my photo had a low cut shirt and it was distracting but I found it funny how he was telling it.

As a man on here is this typical? or is this something to run from? I'm having doubts now, I don't know if I have my guard up too much and need to let it down because I do push people away at minor issues that I couldve said "hey tone it down" He's 41 and I'm 25, I like the age difference because he's wanting his next relationship to be his last meaning he wants something long term. I know actions speak louder than words. I just need some insight of the fellow talk life folks.

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Why can't I just meet someone decent?
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