Am I just different from people my age?

Anonymous

I've noticed now and realized I attend to have friends that are a lot more older then me. Most of my friends are age 40 an over. I enjoy listening to their c9nversations and stories about their life experiences honestly I enjoy their company more then with people my own age. I don't know why but honestly I never seem to fit in, include or wnjoy being with people my own age. At school I struggle with making friends with other kids. Even today now that I am 30 I just don't seem to conect with other 30 year olds there's always this awkwardness silence. At school I was label the weird kid. Funny in first grade kids were laughing and saying eww at a kissing scene in my mind I was thinking my god its just actors getting paid for acting. My parents told me tehy would find my having long conversations with my 19 year old baby sitter when I was 6 at that time but never put intrested in playing with kids my own age my parents had try play dates, the park , and other kid play places but I was left out. I also did dated with guys my own age that relationship didn't last only months now I am 30 my boyfriend is 43 it is the best relationship I've had.

Am I just different from people my age?
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