I'm new here. Bare with me on that. So I don't know if it's just me, but has anyone feel like giving up and let loose of everything in trying to get involve in a relationship? Here I am today, still breathing in the middle of July 2023, still single for 9 years at 23 years old, which is sad. Maybe it's the country I'm living in. I feel like I am stuck. Here's what I want and believe that it is achievable. And if it's not possible, tell me so that I can wake up, man up, and I don't have to be so saddened by it. All I wanted to do was to be noticed. I wanted everyone to greet me everywhere I go, even if I don't know them, vice versa. The place I live rarely smiles, rarely likes to be complimented. I always tell myself, if they don't wanna initiate it, you should be the one to enable it, like a self dependency talk or something. I even told my mom about it. I even told her what girls are up to these days and now she knows Onlyfans existed and I constantly blame it on that. And I also give up finding one because I thought every girl is the same. Then my mother brought up the fact that I have 3 sisters. How could all girls be the same, act the same? To which I found very good and interesting points. So like, WHERE ARE THE GOOD AND OBEDIENCE GIRLS AT HUH? That's my first reaction to her analogy. I go out every time. I never drink, I never smoke. I don't know what else to do or change or maybe I don't have to. I don't know what is going on anymore. I will quit life at 30 if I can choose. There, I'm done. Out of my chest, let me wake up from this matrix that is preventing me to achieve what I really want
Dating in 2023?
