The reason I ask is because I did not realize that other men have women doing these things. It turns out that I must be somewhat handsome to have these experiences.
I guess it's nice to realize this. But at the same time I'm still a 30 year old virgin. Before I felt worthless my whole life due to my lack of social abilities as an autistic person.
I just wonder what should I do now? Am I actually attractive? Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe most men get the same experiences with women as I do? Am I being delusional?