Hello!
I found a video of my partner from when he used to work for a modeling agency. It was a commercial for a dating app in which there's a scene where he appears sitting next to a girl and It is presented that they are at a party and flirting with each other.. It looks so cute and romantic and.. it hurts me.
I know it was just acting but it's the feeling that I had when I saw that scene or when I remember it now.. thinking logically about it not being real and that I should not be so affected doesn't help at the moment.. I wish I could unsee it.
I know it sounds like it's not so big deal but to me it is and i really don't know how to move on.. whenever I remember it I just feel like cry..
