How can I heal from this?

My ex boyfriend knows im on my own and in danger. He had warts down there. I asked for him to get them removed before I went down on him.

He broke up with me. He then said he would pay rent for now 6 months at a very small shared living room. with many beds. .

He has now told me a week ago that he will never talk to me again after he is done paying because I didn't keep conditions. It's vague of not talking to him often or sending many texts messages.

He said don't worry about a relationship that will never happen between us and if I talk back he will only pay rent for 2 months. He said it's best I don't talk at all when I asked if I could say anything. .

He said if I talked back or about a having a relationship at all it would be 2 months of him paying my rent and then we won't be friends or talk again...

I have to ask men for help for money. I got injured and women fired me because I was prettier. I only like good looking modelesque men who are not creepy. I can't date other men while he is paying until the final month I think right?

It hurts that he helped me and just left and dragged it out just so there is nothing between us. I don't understand. I am starting to really like him more. But now what.

How can I heal from this?
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