I cried when I called my classmate and it’s so embarrassing?

I talked with my friend that I wasn’t invited to cinema, she said ask someone you talk with who was invited if you can come. I asked guy I talk with, I called him and asked but started crying because I couldn’t control my emotions. He said he’s not going too (but he was invited). And I texted him long message with apologies and that I didn’t want to cry just couldn’t control myself. He didn’t reply. It feels so embarrassing.
This situation deeply hurt me because guy I liked went there and invited other girls, but not me. And also the girl who I told that I like him who also was my ex friend the one who organised everything and invited him.
I’m crying non stop. I hate myself for being so emotional and embarrassing.
I cried when I called my classmate and it’s so embarrassing?
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