I embarrassed myself in front of my crush?

[Anonymous]

I've been txting my crush from school these past couple of weeks but haven't really been talking face to face that much. anyway, he seems pretty interested in me and I'm definitely quite interested in him. So yesterday he had invited me to a party and I went and I saw him so I walked up to him and was like heyyyy and tried to start the conversation, and it went fine, really, but I was so nervous and awkward around him. I didn't know what to say and I even did the "So umm.. what was it?… oh yeah! Whats up?" and he sorta laughed at me. but the entire time we talked he was standing pretty close to me and was very touchy feely. he kept touching my arm and giving it occasional squeezes and we hugged a few times and stuff.

I just feel really embarrassed that I was so nervous around him and I didn't know what to say so I felt like our conversation was really awkward!! I honestly wanna bury my head in a pillow of embarrassment.

Updates

+1 y

Earlier we had been talking about going out for coffee together and yesterday he told me that he knows a nice and cozy café that we can go to

[Man_Over_Game]

In those moments, smile. ALWAYS SMILE. Being awkward is fine as long as you are having fun, and people love other people who are having fun.
Be childish, be bashful. Those are easily accomplished when you're awkward with someone and both attractive traits.
Blame the awkwardness on the crowd.
Make sure he knows you had a fun time and that you would like to hang out again sometime soon. Tell him to reach you when he comes up with something. Avoid saying if instead of when and avoid asking him. This will give off the hint that you're already looking forward to it and that he should consider it relatively soon, but it's subtle enough

[Asker]

thanks :)

[Man_Over_Game]

*subtle enough that it should be comfortable for you to pull off (because, as we have established, you're a bit... awkward).

[Asker]

hahah well he actually did kinda ask me out for coffee and he told me that he knew a nice café we could go to

[Japan02]

i guess it's fine. if it was me, i would actually find it cute seeing a girl nervous in front of me. there's nothing to be worried about, really.

[Asker]

I'm so embarrassed though haha

[JRDasSRD]

if he is really a man then he ll cherish your shyness and try to make you less nervous. dont feel embarrassed , i m just like you , my fiance tease me, kiss me and just hold me to make me less nervous. if he is really in to you, he ll do things to make you comfortable :D

[Asker]

yeah I guess :P let's see how into me he actually is then

[JRDasSRD]

:D lets see and let us also know