Should a first kiss be special?

I'm 20 and I'm really shy, so I've never had my first kiss. I've always wanted it to be with someone I really like and will date for a while. This is because I'm really sensitive to everything that happens to me and I remember every bad experience I've had. I don't want to remember my first kiss as being with someone who is just going to hurt me or is using me. That almost happened once before, so I'm a little gunshy. But at the same time, as I'm in my second year of college, I've figured out that I don't even know if I want anything serious with anyone right now.

I met a guy who I don't know very well, but he wants to hang out a lot and he's made it clear he'd like to date me. I'm still deciding if he's my type or not and I don't know how much I like him yet. I guess what I'm trying to ask is, should I let him kiss me if he tries? It may not be special because I don't even know how I feel about him.

Should I first kiss be special?
Should a first kiss be special?
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